So it finally broke me. 3 days ago, I had to leave work early. The pain had started on Thursday night, but I thought I could just sleep it off. Turns out, I was very wrong. I woke up, still in pain, on Friday morning. Got to work at 9, and ended up leaving at 11:15. I hadn't even worked a full 2 weeks yet before I had to take almost an entire sick day. It's so frustrating. It makes me feel completely lousy. It can't look good to my bosses, but at the same time, I can't help it.
It's an unfortunate truth that's been put right in my face. I can't control this. It's not up to me whether it's going to be a good day or a bad day. And honestly, acknowledging this feels like admitting defeat.
Considering I just came to that realization right now, I'm going to stop writing for the moment & think about that.
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